romantic

Everything's wrong. For me, at least. I've lost everything. It's all hopeless. I wonder why am I still drifting in my ocean of worries when I'm better off drowned in it. It completely ticks me off. From my gravity low results, to the tough decisions I have to make. Has the world something against me? What have I done to deserve all these? I don't smoke nor drink nor gamble nor do drugs, I don't cheat nor steal. I always do my obligatory prayers and I never missed one. I go home straight after school, if I have nothing on. I do MOST of my homework, I have yet to be late for anything. Yet, I doomed to never lead a simple life. It's really hard.

Seems that everytime I try to stand tall and forget my problems, I feel my problems slouch on me. I need some TIMEOUT. No can do. Time and tide waits for no man. Get me a knife. Quick.

Crazy Insane, Insane Crazy.
Failings becoming a NORM. My clean record, is now filled with dirt and grime, all piling up.Do you ever think about your blind spots? The things we do or say may have an impact on people, be it good or bad. Everyone has good points and some weakness here and there. I'd rather someone close to tell me my mistakes, than a complete stranger. Another thing, I believe that all our wrong doings can't be seen by ourselves...
So if you'd be kind enough, would you do me a favour and tell me mine? Change is not something that can be done overnight, but I'll try to change for that better.

I suppose it comes from the Romans. Perhaps they were very romantic people. Yet in books, the French are the most romantic people in the world.
.Think about it...
.French kiss
.Paris - the city of love
.Fiancee - its a French word of engagement

However, how can anyone be rated by general?
Then the real question pops out...

Am I romantic?
I was pratically rolling on the floor when I heard this question over the radio. Then when I came to my senses, I figured that I'm not much of a stone hearted person, at least I feel so. While I may get flutters in my stomach when I meet someone I'm very attracted to, I try not to let my romantic-self entirely dictate how I proceed. Not that I've been in love to many times to be concidered EXPERIENCED, but being in love feels good.

The sterotype of a romantic person is off course... ...

Love Poetry
Candle-light Dinners
Seaside Walks
Flowers and Chocolates
Private Movie Screenings
But the thing is, another sterotype is... ....it'll only be romantic if guys does it.


How about true love...?

I believe that it exist, but somehow life makes it hard to happen. With so many obstacles sandwiched in between, it seems that true love is just a mere illusion.

How about love at first sight... ?

I don't find the attraction from looks. Simply because I don't personally take much consideration of a person's outside. Off course I see the overall appearance of a person. But that doesn't make me like a person at first glance. I don't stand for the "love at first sight" theory. A person who makes me smile even after a pissful day would be a much better choice compared to a guy who is just pleasant to look at. Though looks come as a bonus in certain cases, I beseech to stress the point that personality, character and moral values currently hold the most important asset I myself look out for.