just my thoughts..

hey.. just a lottle thought today.. i saw someone close to heart with her going into the library after physics lesson today.. haiz.. its heart breaking.. but had to try to keep the feeling inside or it would be too obvious.. from the laughter and all the noise, i think you really are happy with her. may be i had my fair share of time and fun with you.. and now it has to come to an end. but to see you with her... all the memories relieved.. haiz.. i wonder if u really miss those times and the fun and all.. the company we gave each other and stuffs... haiz.. but seeing you so happy like that, i feel relieved that someone can make you happier without you getting andgry and fighting.. but at the same time, i just feel sad that i didnt get that wonderful chance to do so.. remember 8 of jan.. it was the day when it all started.. you.. me.. and everything else..when you walk away, i count the steps that you take. do you see how much i need you right now? when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you. when you're gone, the face I came to know is missing too. when you're gone all the words i need to hear, to always get me through the day.. and make it okay. i miss you ~ I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house.


In the beginning you took my breath away,
Stole my heart the first day...

I would wish to wake up everyday,
To the sound of your breath on my neck,
The warmth of your lips on my cheek,
The touch of your fingers on my skin,
And the feel of your heart beating with mine,
Knowing, that I could never find that feeling,
With anyone other than you.

Your love is warm and precious,
Your heart so pure and true,
From the moment I looked into your eyes,
I knew my life was about to change,
The change I knew I needed,
But never could on my own.

The gentle breeze of the air around me,
The sound of the ocean slowly rolling,
The beauty of the sunset,
Can never be compared to you.

The sweet smell of a rose,
The kiss of the snow as it falls to the ground,
The bite of the rain as if falls on me spinning in the street,
Can never be compared to you.

I glimpsed a shooting star, that shattered the sky above,
I chased the first light of dawn, as it stretched across the sky,
Crashing into midnight, as the stars began to die,
But nothing that I found, replaced the beauty of your love.

You are the light of my life,
The joy of my heart,
Through the hugs and kisses,
The laughs and the smiles,
Those little moments that make me happy.

When I gaze into your radiant heart,
Through the pupils of your eyes,
I look deeper, exceeding the great depths,
Right past your appearance a disguise.

When I tell you that I love you,
My words are sincere,
Being with you, is my purpose,
I know this is true, it is so very clear.

Life without you is a life without love,
Like looking up at night and seeing no stars above.

So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

I've learned the full meaning,
Of sharing and caring,
By having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning,
Of being in love,
By being in loving with you.

My love for you is pure,
Boundless through space and time, I could go on for days,
Telling you how much I love you,
But all you really must know,
Is that my love for you is real.

this is for you.. 'HA HA'.. i miss you..

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Here is the analysis:

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

a short post alright...

the day of the release of the a level results was hectic.. sooo scary and time pass us by soooo slowly.. in MI we take our contrasting H1 and Mother tongue in year 2 which means in 2007... and the rest of our subjects this yr. in the morning, we had pre u 3 seminar.. which was kinda boring but helpful i must say.. haha.. then there was break.. and lunch break and stuff.. during lunch, saw u wearing a heart shape kinda band on your hand.. kinda feel sad.. it brought back memories and looking at the condition we are in now, it was kinda heart breaking.. dunno if it was done purposefully to spike me.. i dunno.. and then the moment came.. went back to class for results.. its was heart breaking to see both of u acted as though u were best buddies.. well i guess... maybe after all.. you guys are best buddies.. and everything might have been just and act.. i dunno.. it was scary waiting for results though but the fear was overpowered by the feeling of being backstabbed by you.. how could you.. i thought you were on my side.. haiz.. but i guess i was so darn wrong.. then my name was called to take my results slip.. OMG.. i was totally shocked tt tears welled up my eyes.. tears... but tears of joy.. all the mugging and lack of sleep and everything did not go to waste... im sooo elated.. yay ness!!! now i can fully concentrate on my other remaining subjects and i'll mug hard so that by this time next yr, my emotions wen getting the results would be the same or even better.. well done!! allrite.. got to go now.. time for all the mugging and lack of sleep to start.. jia you!!


to all those who have done well.. congrats and dun be complacent..