i'll hold on

MAXIMUM RIDE



plundging into inexistance


have I fallen from grace, deep down below?
have I been a tourniquet, blocking my senses?



I DON'T CARE...

my past is past...
all I care is my future.




I have my family, my REAL friends and myself. GOD's looking over as well. I don't have to lead my life thinking all about my past. I'm droping all irrelevant things that have been clouding me from my real objective in life, "TO BE HAPPY".

How can I be happy thinking of the only the sad and depressing? From now on, I'm going to do everything with my full 100%, not leaving anything to mourn for myself.

I DON'T NEED sympathy from anyone. Help maybe, but NEVER sympathy.
It's my pride I guess, I figure I have to inflate my hot head a little. I trying to see things in a new prespective.


Hope I'm okay...



FEELING REAL HIGH THIS FEW DAYS!!

WHOOTS

wonder..
maybe because...

i've decided to hold on...


recently, so many people are breaking up and letting go of the ones they love sooo easily... but... i've made up my mind.. to hold on the this person.. i will.. i MUST!!! i CAN!!


I need you here tonight,
Holding me at your side,
Living only by the light
That radiates from your eyes.
My comfort in your touch,
My peace brought from your voice,
Only helps to prove how much
Your love means to my life.
You place your hand in mine,
So I will stay nearby,
Love is all I hope to find
As you're holding me at your side.
Whispering you love me,
And holding me with care,
I open my eyes to look and see
You are faithfully still there.
To stay here for the night,
Is what I hope you will decide,
Because I want you here tonight
To hold me at your side.

*dear god, the only thing i ask of you is to hold him when i'm not around when I'm much too far away..