Thursday, December 20, 2007

xoxo

had a great time with shoe. we went to have lunch at FISH AND CO. near PS. wahaha.. had a hard time trying to finish the food though. after that we walked at the ISTANA park.. aww. the scenery was gorgeous.. and the we watched ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUKS.. they were soooo cute.. haha..


It was a decision so hard to make...
As much as I wanted to stay,
As much as I never wanted to leave,
I just had to do it...
Before I fall any deeper,
Before you hurt her,
it's best I walk away...


To you. My friend.

I know the truth, and so do you. I know you. You're nothing of that sort, yet you've become one. I thought we were friends. I could trust you with everything. And I knew you trusted me. I felt safe. Has that security blanket of friendship torn apart? I never knew much about the laws of physics, but maybe time has created friction. Have we fell out just because of because? But these would never explain the stint. It comes in the morally greyest part of anything, but just because you can doesn't means you should. Does it? have you lost your way? Or did you choose your way? I am concerned, naturally and honestly. Usually I'd be so happy to see you. Most of my awesome times had you in the picture. But I must say, I was extremely shocked to see you then. You know what you've done, and I fear what I do not know. But nonetheless, a friendship promise is a promise. I'm never going to renege on you. But please.

We're still friends, aren't we?

You keep your phone off. You never reply my messages. This is the only outlet that I hope to reach you. Please.

I fear the worst, yet I hope for the best. Pray for the best. Pray for you.



Oh dearest God. Help.

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