Life is really intriguing. You never know when a person who is smiling is truly smiling or giving a fake one, or even a smirk. Well.. Yar of course, the other words in the sentence can give you a rough idea of what is what. To hell with that.
I find it weird sometimes. Especially to myself. There are times I smile, but for what, I don't know myself. I don't know whether I'm feeling happy, or just trying to cover up that I am sad. I don't know whether I'm cheering a person up with my smile, or just trying to overcome what I had just undergone.
Confused.. To the extent of the utmost simplistics of life. Being in a position of unfamiliarity, of flexibility without rules, of unknown territory without guide. The next step might be hitting the mines or finding gold. I can't even see what's immediately ahead of me, let alone the future.
Threading on thin ice; taking a brave step into the dark. No.. Now is not a time to turn back... Surrender or compromise is not an option. I will not retreat. I will move forward and face whatever that is thrown upon me. Somehow, I expect this to be slightly easier, but I shall not be complacent.
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