gibberish

i don't know why. I have no idea. But thoughts of gory paranoia fills my mind. Though I maybe naive, I'm not an imbecille to have let anyone manupilate my life. I guess I think too much, question the impossible and challenge the sages. If I don't stand up for myself, who in Hell's word would? Maybe I'm too young to realize the powers out there. Maybe. But for now, I may seem to be sprouting gibberish, but who gives a danm about it? Having the power to influence the actions of others, to strength to show, the courage to pursuade, the integrity to bend rules... ...Wouldn't it be a blessing? It might, but to do good, absolutely without a doubt. Then again, changing your own mind is yet a task, what more the minds and actions of others. The power to do good, is the equal of compassion and humane love. Could anyone really have the ability to lead his followers for the greater good of mankind without a thought of paramount authority and surpreme power for personal gain? Humans have two sides, but only the eye sees what it wants to see. There's more than meets the eye for everything. Come to think of it, will you want to see the bad side of anything? I doubt so. For we ourselves manipulate our minds to think what we want to think. That can sometimes result in wrong perspective, wrong doings and worst of all, utter destruction. Humans are created such that NO ONE is perfect, NO ONE is completely good nor bad and NO ONE can measure up to be what they've always dream to be : Humanly with a heart of purest gold. With all this thought, I've yet to think the silver linning of the dark clouds that clouds my mind.

Life's like that. IRONY

You can NEVER be sure of anything. No matter what people say or do even with evidences and truths, there is always a benifit of doubt. There is always a "BUT". Though we try to minimise the range of uncertinty, we can NEVER be completely sure of anything. Though we try to be as presise as life takes us to, we are still in doubt of the things that might happen. From amounting lies, supersistions, myths, legends, promises, swears and even the truths. Nothing is what it seems. The very truth you see before you, could be a lie that kills you. The very hope that you dream for and work so hard to achieve, could be destroyed in a split second. The very person you trust and love, could be the very person who stabs you. You never know.

This very entry might somehow influence and manipulate your mind, your thinking and perspective. It could either have enlightened your or somehow ruined your dreams. It could have done anything. What is does is exactly what you want your life to be, what you gear your life towards. What YOU want in life.