(This portion of the entry is in no particular reference to anybody. Consider yourself part of it if you deem fit. But ignore all that has been mentioned if you think that you are not who I am pointing at.)
I feel extremely sorry for all the people that I have been selfish, or acted arrongantly towards. Really sorry. But I feel even more sorry to the people who actually get insulted when I behave as such towards them.
Why?
Firstly, I feel it is stupid to let other people's feelings affect you. Not that when a person is sad, you become oblivious to it, or if a person is angry, you still continuously irritate him and aggravate the situation. I think that in life, in one way or another, there are instances when people act selfish, or become proud. I think I do not differ.
Yes. My uncalled actions are not desirable. That's why I'm sorry. But hey. Look at the big picture. Am I, or rather, is everybody always like that? There are small occasions of which I may behave not to protocol, but are there so very often? I think not.
Think about it. Do you yourself always behave the 'right' way, or is there even a right way at all? Are you always that 'guai'? I shall not judge you. I shall not put myself into limiting beliefs and end up wronging myself. But your actions itself have laid impressions in me.
So the next thing you do something stupid, maybe start thinking about yourself first. However, that is not to say that I am an angel. No. I refuse to believe that I am that good or great myself. Everybody has flaws. And yes, I am similarly flawed.
just a random thing..
List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1. A,A,B for 'A' Levels... Since my birthday is like way before all the papers. that gives me more time to prepare...
2. Preferred choice of Uni studying preferred choice of degree. School of physical and and mathemtical sciences. =)
3. Being forgiven for all my sins would be nice.
4. A certain dream coming true.
5. A nice holiday to somewhere quiet. Away from the busy life... aww...That'll be nice...
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