I've been living for 19 years already. And I still ain't stopping anytime soon. Life doesn't stop just because of one huge obstacle. No. Life goes on with that obstacle banging at you at the back of your head. Sometimes, it hurts. Sometimes, it becomes so numb you can't feel it anymore.
But that's it. No matter what the final decision and conclusion is, life still goes on. And whatever it is, I'll still respect you. And if things work out the way I surprisingly thought it will, then great. If not, then maybe it's just not it.
I guess life is like that. You can't have everything that you want. Some things you get. Some you don't. And that's that. Just got to pick myself up and carry on. Just got to put it aside and stop thinking about it. Just got to start learning to be myself all over again. Just got to adjust and continue.
Life's shit is always at the next step in front of you.
Drifting further and further away.
From what started out as strangers to acquaintances to friends...
It went downhill faster than it took to get to know you.
Suddenly, we're strangers once again,
and suddenly, when I look at you, I ask
"Did i ever know you?"
Whatever it is...
We're strangers once again.
Until the day YOU decide otherwise.
it pains me to have to visit these places everytime.
fond memories lie within, bringing joy with each recollection,
yet at the same time, haunting and reminding me that they will never happen again.
recollected on command, but reenacted, it shall never be.
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