19th june @ 1839 HRS

*** BRING BACK THE RAINBOW IN MY LIFE...***

Been a few month since i last blogged... been busy lately..

anyway let me start by talking about whats been happening in my life.. began the june holidays with breakfast at macs.. chalets at pasir irs.. cycling.. bladding.. neoprints.. movie-ing. everything but MUGGING.. then Shit happens. Yeah. Some other worthy things worth blogging about. Dad came home.. *misses* and went to malaysia.. *been enjoying eh...*

Let me tell you first. It's gonna be a long draggy entry. So if you don't feel like scrolling through this entry, you are most welcome to click on links on the right or just move on to another webbie. Hehe.

Tried texting a particular someone but all i get was empty looong lonely nights.. *cant be bothered eh?*

Thx eh.

Maybe your promises is just a promise made impromptu.

I don't know, but I'm honouring mine.

And so, not one msg from... , even tho everytime my hp beep, I just so wish it was from him. Maybe promises are just promises. . . . . . . . . . . . . . .maybe

True love.

So yeah, I hope you are doing fine. I don't even know if you are reading this butI'll just update it..

painting the picture together with you now would be just another drawing that will not be completed.

I don't know, deep inside me, I can't feel hatred anymore. And I don't know what smile is without you around now. Like I say before, you make me complete. I just need that special love, care and concern from you.

I miss you.

Envy when I see people.

Failure.

I want to be a listening ear to you, but I just do not know where to start.

Everyday without fail, I would pray to asking HIM to give me a chance to make amendments, to give me a chance to guide you throughout your life, to give me a chance to let me love you again, and everything.

Is it too late to make amendments?

~hidupku sebuah tanda tanya. . . . mengapa~

the days pass by so quickly that i barely have time for myself. all is about school, exams, and studies... just 4 more days till school reopen.. which means 4 more days to MYE's..