past few days..

The past few days haven't been all that sweet and dandy. Nope. They haven't. Things happened around me as I watch, or rather, observe. And I didn't absolutely like what I saw. It wasn't very pleasing, at least if you are me.

It doesn't take a psychologist to tell you that I don't feel good.

I can't force you to do things the way I want to. Of course not. You are separate human beings with a different point of view and have different ways of doing things. That's just what makes me feel so shitty.

But there's something I have to question. Why? Why are you treating me like this? Is it on purpose, to test my patience? Or you never once meant to hurt me like that? I don't know. But I want a definite answer. Although I will never bring myself to ask you so directly like that. No. I'm not that kind.

You can be so darn nice to everyone. Why not the same way to me? I'm not asking for more you know. Maybe just something equal. Of course, you can always say no. Oh wait. You've always been saying no. It's nothing new. But when was the time you said yes? You would, only if they didn't affect you.

Or maybe I'm justing asking for so much. After all, there is already so much that you have done. And I've never remembered doing anything back in return. So maybe I don't deserve it at all. I guess I've don't.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
Love is really a hard thing don' t you agree? Indescribable, to a positive extend, mind you. Beautiful and inspiring. Yet love is hard to understand.

Alas, no mere mortal can resist the luring of this force, so powerful and miraculous alike, being attracted by this force is neither a weakness nor a flaw one possesses. On the contrary, being able to stand as one with the force is admirable and the feeling is simply splendid. For many can only dream of the joy it can bring and bliss to one’s soul one can achieve from such a petite feat of declaring one’s inner feelings towards another and also the fact that one is brave and valiant enough to face reality and accept the truth.

Love is not to be ashamed of.
Love is not to be ridiculed.
Love is not to be humiliated with.
Love is to be embraced with open arms.
Love is to be held within an open and a true heart.
May the journey of true love start.
May the currents of love flow in your veins
May the rhythm of love beat in your heart
May the voyage of love sail you to the arms of the destined.
If you love someone,
put their name in a circle, instead of a heart,
because hearts can break, but circles go on forever.
If you judge people, you have no time to love them It takes a minute to know on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to have a crush on someone, a week to understand someone- but it takes a eternity to forget someone.